| Saturday, April 1st, 2006 |
| 9:58 pm |
I resolve to REALLY update tomorrow. |
| Monday, March 6th, 2006 |
| 1:31 pm |
tap class makes me feel like a moron. acting class makes me feel like punching sara in the nose. ballet class makes me feel like a fat-ass. jamming class makes me feel like screaming. piano class makes me feel like breaking my fingers. singing class makes me feel like a looser. is it spring break yet? |
| Wednesday, March 1st, 2006 |
| 10:08 am |
im at school waiting for my friend jason to finish something so we can go watch stupid birds for bio. this makes me agitated. not waiting for jason- having to go watch birds. |
| Saturday, February 25th, 2006 |
| 10:38 pm |
'dem b*&^$es is stealin' my shit.
hmmm. every day i have about three and a half minutes of thinking that i am a very bad actor. After that, i usually get distracted and move on. i've been watching these videos of the "actors studio" and i wonder if after they turned the camera off Ian McKellan said, "that was shit. i am a bad actor." But it was funny because he's brittish and everyone laughed and said, "oh Ian. sit down before you hurt yourself." I think my roommates are stealing my toiletries. i had a can of hairspray. where is it? and my shampoo. where did it go? and my nail polish remover? i could not have used an entire bottle of nail pollish remover in one week, and yet it is missing. i hereby make a formal pleadge never to live with strangers again. 'dem b*&^$es is stealin' my shit. |
| Sunday, February 12th, 2006 |
| 11:26 am |
list of thoughts to buy at the brain store
so i hadn't been in the pool for 3 days and my friend julia says as she smells my wrist, "is that chlorine?!" and my face changes from digust to amazement as i say, "yeah." i wanted to go to a show (rock band, not play) and didn't because i had no one to go with. i knew this without asking john because i know that it's not his scene. let me know, zoe, when you get that new cell, as i will try to call it. when was the last time i went to a party with all my highschool friends? October? too long ago. |
| Friday, January 27th, 2006 |
| 9:12 pm |
dude, i have totally not done this in a while. sometimes i feel like i am all journaled out, you know? i have to do all kinds of these things for school so that i don't become a basket-case, so i dont have much to say when it is all said and done. i'll try harder though. can someone tell me about the movie "brokeback mountain"? i have to see it for school- i guess the acting is good or something. i heard it is sad. i think i hate it already. |
| Sunday, November 20th, 2005 |
| 10:00 pm |
hello out there! i am offically on winter breack...all seven weeks of it! and this week, i got all of my lazyness out and hope to accomplish somthing in the next month or so. something i have not as of yet defined, but it will be spectacular! come to think of it, i am very inspried by adventurous bunny's roller skates... |
| Saturday, October 22nd, 2005 |
| 4:17 pm |
this is my blogg and i can do whatever i want.
i really love that moment right as the sun comes out from behind a clowd. it is like breathing in fresh air. i like the "whooosh"ing sound that drying leaves make when the wind blows through the trees. i am in the mood to like autumn today. im going to go see the new wallace and grommit movie. i am excited. i think i am going to start swimming on a regualar basis again. i've been guarding the swim team at the rec for 10-15 hours a week and it looks like fun. I had french toast this morning- i made it myself and it was delicious. Current Mood:  contentCurrent Music: iranian radio |
| Tuesday, October 18th, 2005 |
| 10:42 am |
so everything is just crusin' along. so john's sister has a baby and he is so cute! when i think about having children i get a funny feeling in my gut- like having to vomit, but it is sweet? weird. whatever. nick wrote me an email about a mile long about how he was "feeling nostalgic"? very weird. i wrote him back and basically said, "that's nice." three more weeks of school and then winter break!!! whoohooo! |
| Monday, October 3rd, 2005 |
| 5:01 pm |
i like having fun with my friends! the wekkend was very spectacular and will be repeated as often as possible. i promise to resist the urge to clean brian and ethan's house. i expect you cyber-friends to hold me to that. |
| Sunday, September 25th, 2005 |
| 2:32 pm |
"waiter. there is too much pepper on my papricash... but i would be proud to partake of your pe-can pie." oh so funny. so funny. school is so busy. it's all like, achidemic and stuff. what ever happened to "aaahhhct-innnng"? on the plus side, horray for no parents and no church. also, i like fish. im going to go eat some. but not just any fish; canadian fish. mmmmmmm. |
| Tuesday, September 13th, 2005 |
| 10:54 pm |
note to self. never write after 9 pm. well, i guess that is it then. |
| Wednesday, September 7th, 2005 |
| 4:26 pm |
man, that last entry is so old i dont even want to talk about it. anyway, there is this drama with my schedule for classes this semester and it is really getting me down. it also looks like i am going to have much more book homework than last year...silly school. other than that, gonna try to update a bit more. Current Mood: content |
| Tuesday, April 5th, 2005 |
| 3:20 pm |
what a beautiful day it is. I am so happy for this wonderful day-especialy because the head cold i once had is now gone. i really do like to breathe through my nose, definatly one of the finer points of living i think. it is now the second week of the quarter for me and i kinda feel a little stuck. all my classes are exactly the some except for tap. speaking of which i have not done since 2nd grade and have now discovered that i am only slightly better at it now than i was then. meh. i would also like to announce that i have finally joined the ranks of my generation and purchaced a cell phone. if i havent called you yet i will soon and that is a promise. this was fun, i should come here more often. |
| Wednesday, February 9th, 2005 |
| 6:37 pm |
a monologue
Scene: teresa is addressing her loved ones from a podium in an auditorium. spotlight on podium, rest of the stage is dark. Enter teresa. walks to podium, adjusts microphone. clears throat. "um. hi. why has it been so long? i know i promised to stay in touch but isnt that what everybody said that they would do on yearbooks and never did. i mostly just wish that i had the time to think about how i havent spoken to you but the problem is that i dont. so i forget. i wish school wasnt so long. i was just feeling that way today. i was like, why is it only wednesday and how many more hours do i have to be here? what happens to me if i just dont go to my next class? i think that is my problem. always thinking about what will happen to me, not about what i could be doing instead of class. and work. stupid work. i spend so much fucking time there and nothing ever comes of it. i am not going to get the headlifeguard position- there are too many other qulified people- what the fuck am i doing there. i have tried in the past to fix this problem of doing things i have to and not what i want to by eliminating things like sleeping and eating and that didnt work out so well. i want to go on an adventure. i am so whiney. and i do lots of stuff but none of it is interesting. i want to go places but then school happens and work happens and i fucking stew in my juices about being such a whiney brat. i have begun to curse more. i have not yet decided if it is good or bad. i want a new cd player for my van. evie made me a cd that i want to listen to while driving and my player wont play it. i want to be with friends and not just classmates becuase its all work and no play at this point and i need some play damn it! so i guess the long and the short of it is, i love you even though i may not say it and it isn't and is my fault that i dont ever tell you." After a period of silence, teresa leaves from the same direction she came. there is no applause and the light stays on podium. END SCENE. |
| Thursday, January 13th, 2005 |
| 12:48 pm |
| You scored as Neutral Good. A Neutral Good person tries to do the 'goodest' thing possible. These people are willing to work with the law to accomplish their goal, but if the law is corrupt they are just as willing to tear it down. To these people, doing what's right is the most important thing, regardless of rules, customs, or laws.
Neutral Good | | 95% | Lawful Good | | 85% | Lawful Neutral | | 60% | Lawful Evil | | 55% | True Neutral | | 55% | Chaotic Good | | 50% | Neutral Evil | | 25% | Chaotic Neutral | | 15% | Chaotic Evil | | 5% | </td>
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| Tuesday, January 11th, 2005 |
| 4:04 pm |
thank you cosmos, for listening.
it is days like today that make me seriously doubt that i am ever good at anything. it was just one of those days when every terrible thought i have ever had leaked into my conciousness and polluted my normally even tempered self. i had an awlful experience in what is called "rep" class where you get up and sing infront of your peers and your teachers. i was not prepared. i dont know what i was expecting, i did only get the song last thursday ( that equals one lesson) and had never heard the accompanyment before and was scared to death of (1) my own voice teacher not being there because she knows how hard i work and how much i have improved and (2) my new acting teacher who is so into this thing she calls 'theatre' that she makes me feel like everything i do is fake. but i thought it was awlful. i am gratfull however that there are a few people who tried to tell me that it wasnt as bad as i think it was, but i know it wasn't as good as i think i should be able to do. while i am whining, i would like to add that i hate that my room is a mess, i have laundry pouring out of my basket, i am getting my gall bladder removed on friday, i am hungry and cannot eat hardly anything because i cant digest it, i am tired but have to work, and have more homework for this stupid WSI certification than i can possibly imagine because everytime i think i am close to being done it only seems to get bigger. thank you cosmos, for listening, and i appologize for the run-on sentences. |
| Monday, January 3rd, 2005 |
| 6:41 pm |
i feel a bit like my life is like a pair of jeans. if i wear it long enough it is comfortable and fits in all the right places. but then something happens, like it gets pushed in a washing machine and is all tossled around. And sometimes the water is too hot, or it stays in the dryer too long and when i put it on it doesnt feel quite right. it is stiff and has a new vibe about it that wasnt there before. But, somehow i can always get used to it again, bend it to my liking so it is snug and loose all at the same time. who loves exended metaphores? i do. |
| Saturday, January 1st, 2005 |
| 3:34 pm |
the other day i was driving in the fog while the snow was still on the grownd and i felt as if i was in Narnia. i liked that book, the lion the witch and the wardrobe. quality literature. i got some new calendars, the kind that say 2005. i dont know if i beleive them. i feel like i got stuck a bit in 2004, so i might have to sort of jump into it. note to self: go to ethan's appartment more. hell, go anywhere more. so it is offical now. the gall bladder comes out on the 13th. i almost wish i could have a sweet scar from it, but that isnt how they do anymore. it's all lazer and tiny poke-y holes. oh well. i dont know about anyone else, but even though the whole thing is not a big deal and blah blah blah, i still think it is creepy to have a body part removed. just cause it belongs inside and then it is outside and gone and i think it is weird. thats all. ps. i resolved to floss more. but i resolve that every year. maybe this year i will make it through march. |
| Monday, December 13th, 2004 |
| 10:31 am |
i feel like i have been missing for a while. the only sad part is i live a pretty miserable existance - sleep, wait for work, work, sleep- so i dont have any adventures to talk about. perhaps i will find a way not to work everyday so that i can have some friends. there is friday. i dont work on friday. i did that on purpose so that i could go to a show right here in rivercity of queen mob and cats and dragons. so i will do that. and you should too, because i want to see your face- you who is reading this. it is taking place underneath the student union here at wright state. there will be dancing and there will be fun because i said so. |
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